One of those moments that arrives without warning and stays without asking. She was just there. And something about that felt different from everything else.
It did not make sense then. It still does not. But some things do not need to.
Some people exist and you can just tell they are good. Not because of anything they do. You just know. The way you know a song is good in the first five seconds.
knew in five seconds.She looks like someone who names every cat she meets. Even the ones that are not hers.
that is a real thing about a person.It is strange to feel this much about someone from a distance. No conversation explaining it. No reason big enough to point to.
and yet.Tried to be sensible about it. Tried more than once. It did not work.
Maybe some things are not meant to be figured out yet. Maybe the day we actually meet is already decided somewhere. Could be soon.
The world is genuinely better with her in it. That thought kept showing up every single day without being asked. That is not something you decide. It just is.
And somehow that does not change any of it.
All of this. And she is still the first thing on his mind.
That has to mean something.
and then